This is a song about "I chose death before dishonor"

You were the one i chose, out of all the rest.

Deliver the bomb shit from the east to west

"aw, no ma’am" i’m an old land mine

Why i chose the life of a fein/

Gladly i chose to rhyme/and closed the line

Fight for what broad, these hoes ain't mine

Cause when i flare it like staring death in the eyes before you say you're goodbyes,

I’m a pretty dark person, i’ve though about ending it a million times

Fans catch us on animal planet, tracking hoes

I pray to god that he saves me from the life that i chose

They swore that i was all fuckin' nuts like a gay porn

I chose to keep pressin' on the pedal, after we mourn

Cause either you gonna whine or you climb; i chose the latter

I guess i got to be a fucking hand-me-down rapper

Okay i'm trying to hit, something's just gotta give

To my brain/ i chose to refuse/ couldn't take the abusive/