This is a song about "I been struggling"

I got my wife, so fuck the ring

I can feel tugging and struggling

From who i could of been

We gone keep going

Look, they gon' love me for my ambition

Ya'll don't even know who i been,

But in my head there's something i can feel tugging and struggling

I can't take a big l, my city needs me, i gotta win

See i never been afraid and i've never been a coward

I know it's hard but who does god choose to go through it worst

She should have invited her

I been movin slower

Bamas surprised, deprived from attention

But i fear of what i couldve been,