This is a song about "I been jumb i been beat"

I pray the lord my guns to keep

All night we been fuckin to the beat

I just write that right by a mic stand

I ain't really been weak since pops smashed

Parking lot of the blue flame

I been feeling so much pain

I know it's hard but who does god choose to go through it worst

See i never been afraid and i've never been a coward

Like my old prom suit that i wore with the tag

Been to hell before yeah i came back

Cuz i been there before

They fiend in the door

Yellow diamonds in my ear

I been sober a fuckin' year