This is a song about "I am tired of this"

I'm tired of missing the skills that i lack.

Cause i'm ill bitch, they couldn’t make a pill for the rap

And my grandmother dying

I say i'm tired of trying

I'm tired of being polite cause tonight this fire will ignite

Easy baby my thing tight, but that lotus flower just ain't right

I am the light in the pit the slim in the fit the foundation of this rap domestication

You swear the bitch was plantedmy lyrics motivate the planetit's similar to rhythm nation

Then start again, don't have no muthafuckin' friends niggalook inside the heartz of men

I am making this out of reanimated beats scheme and inflated trays when,

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