This is a song about "I am tamara"

I am not powerless, i am powerful

Ha, running rebel on another level

Sometimes i wonder, am i off?, am i involved in

All the women of color i'm in love with your skin

Ohh baby i love the way you make a nigga feel

And thought why am i still alive why am i still here.

Years later here i am

Pushing in my mama van

Nobody knows alone i really am

It's all too black for me to blame it on the man

I am narcissistic

But most times i'm not, i be lifted

Hoppin' out a van

For how smart i really am