This is a song about "I am not gonna join"

I am gonna learn a smell that is called suicide death

The best is that which i accept and nothing less

Am not gonna leave my life without a fight

Me and my dogs we on the same flight

Blow my smoke out the window, dropping ashes on the bridge

"if i do that, then how am i gonna blow bitch?

Right flows down and they might go nice

Cause i am gonna rise/

I am not powerless, i am powerful

Forever i ain't run yet and i never will

Then it bunny hopped off my shoulder, now my conscience dead

Nah who am i kiddin im still gonna verbally stomp your head

Maxi pad, leave the beat brown like rihanna lips

Now sing with me: i am gonna cut my wrists

I am not a lair just speak defamation

That's because thats these compton streets was built not to win