This is a song about "I am not gonna join"

I am gonna learn a smell that is called suicide death

Cause it'll never be the same hereso i wipe away the tears

Nah who am i kiddin im still gonna verbally stomp your head

While everybody got ammunition on deck

Inked up on my hands and arms, got them jams in my pocket

You can call me a lunatic, but i am not just gonna sit/

I put on for my city i should ball with vick and them

I am a sinner who's probably gonna sin again

Cause i am gonna rise/

You make a nigga sing songs nice

See these bitches can't cut in yo business

When am i gonna finish this?

She's flawless like some uncut ice

Cause i am gonna rise/

Bitch i can't let goi been strugglin' too long, thuggin' too longand niggas is stealing my shit

Form your fucking riot cause even when it warns do not attempt i am still gonna try it