This is a song about "I am joahua"

Rap influences me to become who i am

You always say you wasn't ready for no man

I'm everybody top ten, you ain't even top tier

And thought why am i still alive why am i still here.

Life's about decisions man

Nobody knows alone i really am

Pushing in my mama van

The women think i am

Years later here i am

Told ya i’m focused man

I am not powerless, i am powerful

Real slow yea i'll make you feel special

Then you'll find that i am,

Self made self paid man