This is a song about "I wanna kill myself so you can see i m not joking"

I am not myself, haven't been for so long

Cause i'm thinking me and you could get along

So, just tell me something about yourself

16 and i wanted to kill myself,

But, i plead you can see things are not how you perceive

We still visualize places, that we can roll in peace

Blowing money fast looking like i'm saving nothing

I'm not joking, i think i just snorted my nose ring

But it's my life or your life, and i'mma bomb first

But i can see the light, so now i'm not afraid of the world

I'm the other guy

I´m so high, my shoes so fly

Fuck 2dopeboyz and nahright, shout out to hype track

I just wanna see your nipples so bad

I'm not crazy i 'm doing gods deeds

Absurd g, chickens clucking for bird seeds