This is a song about "How it s like to live life being depressed and suicidal"

Nothing but my dreams matterhoping for better days

It made me depressed, and i confess, i lied to your face,

You're lonely and depressed you need a thug in your life

But the love from the boppers had 'him watchin they rise

And that´s how it has begun

So now she picks up the gun

A childhood being depressed,

Might as well get it off yo’ chest

Maserati’s my birthright car, pass it, i need another hit

And that's to live comfy and always feelin loved ain't it

Amazed astonished and dazed never phased by the tidal waves

Cause i'm not about to sell me soul to live life moving like license plates

And my bank account look just like a phone card

Trying to live life to the fullest and make my mark