This is a song about "How i treated her years ago"

Eight months ago i was falling for her/she was a beautiful girl

And im not puffin on the green or snorting (ish) white as pearl

2 shades from the color graymy kick game so unreal

About 3 years ago and i was the only one to hear

Niggas who be rapping how real they are

Clouded died years ago im just his imposter

From where they take them old beats and turn em into news

Few years ago i didn't even have a roof

As three years ago when i started chasing the flame,

Thoughts, cause you're an outsider tryna get in brain

You ain't gettin' dough, don't even come around them

Like 20 years ago, you know way back when,

When she was young nobody treated her right

Ugly girls, quiet, pretty girls ride

I gave up on it along time ago

But seemingly believe it though