This is a song about "Holding my breath"

I still a late night solder till my last breath

Just to try to get a piece of success, love me less

Not them 3 girls i got to be destiny's child

Holding sway over my body and mind

Used to catch us on the roof or behind the stairs

With my lost saints. i love thee with the breath,

Nightmares haunt me in my sleep, i can't take a breath,

The best is that which i accept and nothing less

She glammed up behind that eyeliner i know there's tears

My culture's smiling, getting more in depth with each breath

But i can't keep you baby girl i'mma confess

If i got life left i'm not catching my breath

At the tender age of 12, and you feel that no one cares

During the moments shudder, i steady my breath