This is a song about "His name is deandre he was my first love but he really never cared bout what i was feeling"

And i make music for the fuck of it, no fame

"he was a good kid, it really is a shame."

Until then, my feet planted on the ground, shadowboxing my conscience

I was the sickest kid more sicker than what was his name? yeah narcotics

But really he was always in full control,

Saeed alisha i miss you, god bless my brother’s soul

Let's pretend his life was normal, he never paid dues,

Let me enlighten you, i am the brightest of the youth

He wants me, he wrote my name on his arm and

Or like monumental mixtape of the moment

The first time he threw a punch was when his brother got hit

I put a condom on my heart, i don't be feeling shit

Cause growin' up, he was never really taught love

If you did, you wouldn’t want to be famous

He was making it his life and i wasn't.

Fill up the plug, lemme light my blunt