This is a song about "Hateing myself"

When i die tell them to turn my coffin to stretch benz

Maybe with this mindset i've already fucked myself

11.1.11 is when it all makes sense

Gimme a chance to pick myself

I'ma crap until i'm dead, then shoot myself

But i'd just rather 2-step, like my first steps

Even when the skies is grey, and my money was low

I slapped myself across the face and told myself "hell no,

To heaven's door -- shed so many tears

Now i can't feel happy by myself.

Loosing myself in the moonlight

Had a poor man swag now it’s priced right

Monday through monday we be cashing checks

They asking me to be myself

I can taste the salt from my tears

Growing up by myself