This is a song about "Hateing myself"

Loosing myself in the moonlight

Ha! you know what they like

Monday through monday we be cashing checks

But i remember to myself

To heaven's door -- shed so many tears

I'd fucking murder myself!

By how i conduct myself

Roll up niggas be like sex

I need to fucking find myself,

But i'd just rather 2-step, like my first steps

All my life i've been struggling with myself,

Like that's going to make up for the years and the tears

Before we begin, i need to introduce myself

Bands on top of bands, got me fuckin’ her and her friends

Everyday we party hard like there ain't no tomorrow

I slapped myself across the face and told myself "hell no,