This is a song about "Had to"

Permanent brain damage similar to tattoos

My asian immigrant parents had something to prove

I don't wanna come down from this love i got on high

Even if i had to mediate or spy,

Why? coz the silence had to be broken

Mami... she open, she open

Woof, bitch, top doglay yo girl face on my lap, let her play with my sack

I'll calculate another way to quench this thirst i've had

The long road to success is dangerous

He had no choice but to get nervous

We had an arguement and to be honest, she almost had me.

If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy

Might even know how hard it is, no doubt

Voices urges i had to let out

Flyer then the rest of them, still got my nike boots

But had to understand that was 4 fools