This is a song about "Guilt and fear"

And i've found myself lonely once again i fear.

Usually defecation, now i'm pissing in your ear

Even stranger, fear and anger expressed through the same bangers

Then never touch it, like your goatee it's grown for years

All the numbness, hate, guilt and anxiety it's not for me.

Everybody watching while you touching real money

When i hear the cheers and i fear it's clear

All i’m hearing is aids, i ain’t deaf in my ear

I rap about death hate and even fear, i just want to confess create lookin in the mirror,

Jealousy inside, make'em wish i diedoh my lord, tell me what i'm livin' for

These engineers and doctors and lawyers, they would never fear,

Don't give a shit so my dick fuck bladders in your ear

I fucked my fear and finally said her with my plale face that "i love you".

It feels good putting money in your mailboxi love paying rent when the rent's due