This is a song about "Guilt and fear"

A legend out here, and i'm ending careers by the end of my year

Because this year a son was born this year that will bring light and take out the fear

And a nose full of chowder, he's choppin' up all the doubters see

Strike fear in everyone but i'm shining and i'm carefree

These engineers and doctors and lawyers, they would never fear,

Okay he’s gone now, roll her eyes when he whispers in her ear

And that fear made me into a loser

I rush to tend her, talked as i touch her

She woke up naked and then cooked both of us breakfast

It was my fault in the end,so don't take any guilt

I'm on my own shit

And you will learn to fear it

Even stranger, fear and anger expressed through the same bangers

And only cheat on my broad if i run out of answers

All the numbness, hate, guilt and anxiety it's not for me.

Now hire about street schemes, and getting blood money