This is a song about "Feelin myself"

My brother got knocked now they hold him in cells

Im feeling so lonely only myself

Feelin sorry for myself no self esteem

My chick riding shotgun, billie jean

I'm feelin like a king,

I hear the people talking

I can taste the salt from my tears

Relying on myself

I ain't trynna be forward

Im not gone keep feelin hurt

Feelin top of the world

We left em a world that's cursed

Still feelin loaded, like u haul

As i'm watching the snow fall