This is a song about "Feelin myself"

That ice be onto my neck and wrist

Feelin' those things that i missed

Im not gone keep feelin hurt

You're so white, my blinkers don't work

Feelin sorry for myself no self esteem

Where i'm from, if you ever seen what i seen

We left em a world that's cursed

Feelin top of the world

Then lost my faith again

Just to keep feelin pain