This is a song about "Fapping myself"

Tell myself everyday

Im on, im on tha way

So hold back ya tears

By how i conduct myself

Yeah, that there is a fight in itself

I'd fucking murder myself!

Worth..know what hurts? not saluting myself

I can taste the salt from my tears

I ain't seen my lady in days, i been out on these streets so long

Like a handless teenager fapping, was napping where'd i go wrong

I need to fucking find myself,

We can never be friends

Play you, for what? you gonna play yourself

Gimme a chance to pick myself