This is a song about "Fapping myself"

Never tell em bend over i just make em’ take a bow

I slapped myself across the face and told myself "hell no,

Cause you didn’t play the game right

Loosing myself in the moonlight

Bands on top of bands, got me fuckin’ her and her friends

All my life i've been struggling with myself,

Help me pay my little rent, maybe sit in a benz

Im feeling so lonely only myself

If you can't look up at yourself

Fuck jealous from myself

And if you pay for that yourself

I'd fucking murder myself!

I pick myself back up again

Then to try to chase these men