This is a song about "Falling in love with someone you hate"

So i just pray and hope god, take a light to myself

You say to me you might be going with someone else

The hottest thing in the club ain't no falling in love

In your gold pot addin' extra sauce because

If i see it how he seen it, that would make my parents happy

Michael i love you with everything that i have left in me,

Part of me hates your guts but the other part is in love with you.

Ay when we first met you was too tense for me to get through

And i was getting whipped at home in sixth grade

Racists raised us and caged us in with this misplaced hate,

I'm hoping i confess

I'm in love with taty, yes

Fell in love with a monster....

Fast forward spillin' drinks on her fur

Influenced by how you holding the uzi, someone life in ya hand

Even now i keep a frown when i come arounddon't ask me about tha past