This is a song about "Failing to get your act together but try to hard facing demons over coming drug dependency depression skate boarding stoner"

Try hard to apply art to their endeavors

I refuse to be another being on this earth

To skate to my full potential-

The most ill, more drama than denzel

And i give it to y'all, cause y'all respect that

I see some rappers who try to act bad

Try to drug me down with their blunt daggers

Know the niggas quick to spit they actors

Rappers try to act like me

Ain’t no doubt that shit is crazy

‘cause every mother’s day needs a mother’s night

I try to act kind, but i just get a kick to the side

Snorin' in the bed with blankets cause my head spin

It's hard trying to lose a drug or drinking addiction

I speak to cj often and sometimes

Im a lazy stoner but work hard at times