This is a song about "Ezpressing myself"

Wish i could shed all these tears

Growing up by myself

I pick myself back up again

Shit, we don't believe none of them

To heaven's door -- shed so many tears

By how i conduct myself

I'm on deck i'm up next

Relying on myself

Play you, for what? you gonna play yourself

Gimme a chance to pick myself

All my life i've been struggling with myself,

Ain't better, you better rebel, smell cheddar and shells

I slapped myself across the face and told myself "hell no,

I get money then i’m gone that’s a hard pill to swallow

They asking me to be myself

Yeah months in every night she's in tears