This is a song about "Especially"

Live off my lie and my lullaby

Especially a guy like me someone so shy,

All because she said no to homecoming, demons running

Brains aren't everything, and especially in your case, they're nothing.

I don't take shit from no one, especially not a tool,

I mean fam, i was damn near invisible at school

Minus the love, they feel like i was something to hate

You gave me confidence, about my appearance especially my weight

Especially when i feel failure, it gives me that sense of shame

You done put two of america's most wanted in the same

Secret society all we ask is trust

Especially when i'm caught up in the moment.

I hit em up everywhere, especially down low/

I mean the shit was all bad just a week ago