This is a song about "Ending a life"

I’m a pretty dark person, i’ve though about ending it a million times

While you were playing playstation, my pencil was erasing lines

Trapped in a never-ending barrage of hopelessness/

In the clouds looking down, i ain't even in a rush

The drug life, a hard life, no wife

Take her back to where i live

I’m a pretty dark person, i’ve though about ending it a million times

Bet they on my dick tonight, all my women fly as shit, why your bitches scared of heights

Forget it start a new life

Living in a gangsta’s paradise

Ya'll don't get it, every ending is a new beginning,

Someone gotta be telling someone somebody is tripping

Sometimes i feel like gettig a knife and fucking ending my pathetic life,

It's hard to have american pride when most of your money's made out of them lies