This is a song about "Ellen hannibal and i live in amazing times"

Too many times in control and i allowed things to run amok,

Backing up, like juvenile biggest fan was a moving truck

Aye, lifes a bitch, and i'm cuffing mines

I feel like i was born in multiple times

Thats kool-aid, moutain dew, and cris on you

She's so amazing and i wished she knew

The .45 for you niggas with nine lives

I really remember and miss all those times

Just remember us from time to time when you drop them lines

So much hating in this life of mine, i cry at times

Back then i live in the urbane

Flyin’ through the city, all-black, bruce wayne

And all the extra love that you gave mei wish i could take the pain away

Tell me im perfect in every way, and i live every word that i say

I know you see me looking girl go on and act right

We live in sinister times, there’s an imminent fight