This is a song about "Duchess of feels"

You can't learn if mistakes ain't made

And ejaculate, it feels great

My heart feels poured, yet drowning

Check the stats, my team winning

Inside it feels like im dying

And my only fear's a wedding ring

Yeah hail mary full of grace

It feels like a big race,

Feel disabled, feels painful. it feels fatal.

I'm stuck in triangles, looking for my angel

But i just wanna make love to your mind

It feels random all is undefined

I losin control of this pen, feels like shadys soul is possessing them

While syd is telling me that she's been getting intimate with men

Holy shit! not to forget my black lungs, it feels like pile of buzz//

I found myself losing focus at a sunday service