This is a song about "Depression how i want to kill myself and i m worthless do i even matter"

I'm gonna do what i want to,

Hey mr. coach, i don't like you

And i don't think, i even want it to go

Let me say this shit in slow-mo, homo

Even if you kill me, i do rebirth.

And this world's mine, but the womb is hers

Listen here, i ain't lookin for no tears

16 and i wanted to kill myself,

Tell your homegirl relax and let me get inside you

Cause listen, i do what i want and i want to do what i do

But i aint going to kill myself, i aint going to kill my health,

Cause it'll never be the same hereso i wipe away the tears

And then i fucking realized that no matter how much i aspire

I’m at the altar sayin’ my vows, to this benjamin franklin pile

I treat bitches straight up, like simon says

By how i conduct myself