This is a song about "Depression how i want to kill myself and i m worthless do i even matter"

A nigga ghost every time youngin on the flow

And i don't think, i even want it to go

I’m at the altar sayin’ my vows, to this benjamin franklin pile

And then i fucking realized that no matter how much i aspire

I don't wanna ever come down off this cloud of lovin' you

Cause listen, i do what i want and i want to do what i do

I rap about death hate and even fear, i just want to confess create lookin in the mirror,

Jealousy inside, make'em wish i diedoh my lord, tell me what i'm livin' for

And we way too young to know love, maybe not but we don't need no rush

I wouldn't even waste a penny on you cause you're worthless

It's way too lateand if i got to die young then it's just my fate

How can i indicate and illustrate what i want to instigate

She glammed up behind that eyeliner i know there's tears

But i aint going to kill myself, i aint going to kill my health,

Give me tall glass, coconut ciroc, please, no soda pop

I had trouble bringing myself to even respond,