This is a song about "Depressing past"

He works hard, and so is the family, even when depressing

So, suicide i perceive, before i slide on that ring

Attacked by martyrs of the past

Stuck in my high, afraid of heights, i'm trapped

Cause i’ve been counting all this dirty paper for a minute

Of opposing, resenting it, held it in doleful depressing pit

Sometimes you buy the ring, with no problems you will love

Didn't expect her to dart steadily into depressing darkness

That's the depressing compromise

Sit back and watch your sunrise

Got racks you don’t understand

And stressed... about my white past

Enforce, i'm elegant and

That we can't forget the past.

Into glimmers of ma dark past,

I just write that right by a mic stand