This is a song about "Cutting herself"

This what it sound like if i sent my dad letters

Wasn't long 'for she found herself at home in his sweaters,

Head first in that goddamn river, you're dead

Till one day she picked up herself and said

Bought a brand new car for my after party

Hung herself before she talked to me/

Then you look like a fucking fool

Cutting class for the pool

Cutting behind closed shutters,

Pissin' on the demons of the earth

I ain't used to it, she got that hot love

Like clothes, herself swallows my census

She says to herself "i'll feel better soon"

My legion is doom, my gorilla's monsoon