This is a song about "Cooling thinking about all the struggle and pain sometimes i wonder"

You just servin yourself, go pull up to pump three

Sometimes i wonder how you feel about me

Bring the hook,i think i need to spark again

All i have is my suffering and pain

I mean that from the bottom of my heart

Sometimes wonder yeah yeah what was the cost

Sometimes i wonder what kind of person i'd be.....

Paralyzed to the feeling, all the hate i see

There's anger, rage, and hate, wish i could sever all the pain,

But i feel my transformation gon' smash the entire game

Sometimes it's hard, i wish i could take the pain away,

Mary jane keeps me high like every day

And sometimes i write about when life goes good

Stealin' phones to call home but the line is off the hook

After i spit it niggas be swimming to get to land, damn

Y'all wonder why i got this rage and all this hate for the man,