This is a song about "Close my eyes will you disappear"

Upperclassman will not come close to capture my satisfaction,

I give him a helping hand, bring him out to thugz mansion

Hopefully my dick don't shrivel up, when it's time to bust

You think you're even close to being my equivalent?/

Stare into my eyes and you will see,years of pain struggle and misery

And that's reallife that i was aimed to belove by my family tree

My close brother will sting you worst than a queen bee

And the life i live is hell see, i never thought i'd see

Or inject a lethal dose of poison until i close my eyes,

My issue isn't televised and you ain't gotta tell the wise

We fight with these rings with the intention to ever last

And if it goes my way it will all disappear into the sand

Unlike them other niggas, i got itt la-di-da-di, welcome to my house party

Close your eyes for freddy but open em for jason,say my name five times fats and its me

We killin shows out in london like i'm on my grind

And if you read close in the text you will find