This is a song about "Being someone who i never wanted to be"

I'm abusing the sunshine so i'm technically blind

It was just that everyone who wanted to be kind

I looked around towns seein' who wanted to battle me,

Whaddup hoops, tell them it was for the money

To be someone else besides who i ...am

G5, clearport, say hello to the man

My driver's out of this world, you playing bumper cars

Who would of thought, someone like me wanted this for the cause

I tried my best to be there when you wanted to talk

Couple of foreign cars that i ride, no top

It's obvious i'm crazy

I am who i deserve to be

So tell me why are we at war

Never have i wanted anything more

Never wanted to end it to like that

But they ain't for rat tat tat-tat tat