This is a song about "Being someone who i never wanted to be"

100 million dollar nigga, nigga say my name

I wanted to find love but love never came

Vowed i wanted life to be sweet like blue bell

Cash and hell rell. zeek doin' 3, he even fell, hell

I ain't tryna fight back, but baby

Everything he ever wanted to be.

Some old bitch that we did before

Never have i wanted anything more

Tell me who's as rad as us and the answer was

Who would of thought, someone like me wanted this for the cause

I'm in love with a lady who crazy

Focusing on being what you wanted to be.

The therapist nicknamed me kid cudi, i killed my fifth buddy

Try being what someone wants you to be, messes with your psychiatry/

To my young nationparticipation, more hesitation could turn lethal

I refuse to be defeated by someone who hates being nice to people