This is a song about "Being cheated on"

Im tired of being slepted on

Full of shit, like i ate that john

So, suicide i perceive, before i slide on that ring

Me, on my knees, praying to stop being a slave and waiting,

Ambitious girl, your drive, drives me crazy

 just not if it means giving up on being me,

They are an illuminati puppet, being pulled on their strings,

Until then, my feet planted on the ground, shadowboxing my conscience

We forever be real, we'll never fold

My dreams of being something were put on hold.

I'm leaving you for the last time, baby

Being insane on my brain im crazy,

My god's won, death's been cheated

And california on that jerk shit