This is a song about "Being a depressed loner who always fucks up"

I used to be a loner

That i will leave earth with her

You put on a fake persona, without that you'd be a loner

And so the muscle flow is something you can't get no muzzel for

And i ain't never left

A childhood being depressed,

I'm a winner, i'm a loner.

I thought i recognized her

You blazing up face it fucks

Amen, they say you only live once

I used to be a loner, known for not talkin and shyness

You walking down the block, he got shot, you are no eye witness

Yes a man can feel just as depressed,

And we gotta win, she wanna be my friend