This is a song about "Becoming a christian"

I'm becoming a renegade of what i'm about, nearing what i feared about...

Drugs are a blessingto someone with no breakfast, damnit’s so hard being exited, out

The best teacher for becoming a man guess i skipped the lesson plan

Pussy pop on her handstand, you got me sweatin', please pass me a fan, damn

I'm a christian and devoted, but i can't be homophobic,

With a staggerin' pack of cocaine in the sack of my dick

Christian dior your girl is a whore

There she go, just what the doc's been lookin for

I guess i left my dignity up in the cupboard, cause every girl i'm digging

I'm becoming a true failure till there's no glass to fill only wishing

The judas movement back to a christian love.

"what you doin'?" nothin' much, would shout some other stuff

Incredible how you fall for a fair sound, becoming nevermore

While his fiends for cream well exceeded the dream she once lived for

Got hu women frostburg women

Be praying like i'm a christian