This is a song about "Back then"

But then he comes back, fucking brutality

Got me counting my blessings, it took me a-d to see

See i remember back then

Marshmallows inside my pen

Cause now you got me hopped up on that

Then sit back and fucking commit,

Then i come back to my mom's body

I just want somebody i can see

Then dipping with the fucking pen to go sin again

Why am i worse off now than i was back then

While i am poppin' like a snappin' crack

Its like my rep's stacked, then fellow and broke my back

When i pulled up in that bentleytold y’all i was gangster, still somethin’ like a pimp

Then i'm back at it, back in hazmats, breaking bad addictions back, im a rap addict"