This is a song about "As i sit and slowly close my eye s take another deep breath"

When i saw my daughter take her first breath,all i thought of was how to reverse debt

Give 'em guns, step back, watch em kill each other"it's time to fight back", that's what huey said

I wanna sit back and relax as other niggas do the killin

I opened my bible in search to be a better christian

Fire starter put me anywhere i just blaze

And i sit alone as my soul decays

Two kids shot while the whole block staringi will never understand this society, first they try

Once again i bite my lip to try not to cry, but i feel another tear fall from my left eye.

So i'll just close my eyes as i make my way down,

It is breaking me down, no more friend around

And now as i sit debating waiting im a slave and intimidating

And i have to say that music keeps me here, by far, the main thing

She said to love a bitch is to roll the dice

All i do is just sit back and close both of my eyes

One eye and i still aint half as blind

Baby, you don’t have to try to read my mind