This is a song about "And then i ask myself"

I'ma crap until i'm dead, then shoot myself

Yeah months in every night she's in tears

Possessed, i kill everyone, and started killing myself

She glammed up behind that eyeliner i know there's tears

I got to make sure that i can play here

You'll fit in just fine and then ask how you still feel

And mad hoes ask beavis i get nuttin butt head

We can’t even talk ‘less you got the check

And i just ask myself why, everything has to be so hard sometimes,

I’m a pretty dark person, i’ve though about ending it a million times

I always judge a book by the cover, never the page

Looka, ya made me this way, and then ya ask me to change

But don’t worry about it girl, just be yourself

So i just pray and hope god, take a light to myself