This is a song about "And then i ask myself why do i live"

He fathers her only kid that's why my homies let him live

And i just ask myself why, everything has to be so hard sometimes,

And it'd just be myself alone, but i don't know why

Word to lethargy hardly will i ever lie

Aimin' at his partner who know he up next

Wake up in the morning and i ask myself

So why do you still live

Who can save my life

Bitch, don't mess this up for yourself

Why do i inflict this pain on myself?

What a mess! but we clean in the club

So i done do that, and i ask you guess what?

Sure runnin' like i'm heavy hardcore

They ask me what i do it for

And then you fuckers wonder why i wish i wasn't here,

Just let me do the talking man i know how niggas feel