This is a song about "And then i ask myself"

I'm tryna find myself, i'm searchin deep for kendrick lamar

And so be it, if i have to, then i'll make myself a lone star,

A lime to a lemon, remind you of the sky

And i promised to myself,they must die

So i just pray and hope god, take a light to myself

My brother got knocked now they hold him in cells

All i’m hearing is aids, i ain’t deaf in my ear

You'll fit in just fine and then ask how you still feel

I'ma crap until i'm dead, then shoot myself

Odd future leaving even niggas in past tense

Nothens changedcause in tha came it's a steady aimfuck friends

And when that 16th minute comes then i won't hate myself

I always ask myself do i honestly serve a purpose,

Next month i want that plus, money long as your tour bus

While you were playing playstation, my pencil was erasing lines

And i just ask myself why, everything has to be so hard sometimes,