This is a song about "And then i ask myself"

So i just pray and hope god, take a light to myself

Odd future leaving even niggas in past tense

But a couple shots of it got a nigga on stuck

So i done do that, and i ask you guess what?

Tryin' to make iti only got one chance

I ask myself "what influences my raps?"...

Because i torture and stick myself, with needles

I never gave a fuck and that's what they love

I will grow, and render, make myself strong,

Said "how?" "don't trip," but, yo, the trick is wrong

Busting off, tryna touch the sky

And i promised to myself,they must die

Looka, ya made me this way, and then ya ask me to change

If you never do, still niggas look at you strange