This is a song about "And then i ask myself"

Monday through monday we be cashing checks

I'ma crap until i'm dead, then shoot myself

So i just pray and hope god, take a light to myself

But don’t worry about it girl, just be yourself

And i promised to myself,they must die

I swear the pen right across from hell, i can't cry

Wake up in the morning and i ask myself

Yeah, that there is a fight in itself

Then ask a nigga for clarity

If you don’t recognize, you gon’ see

Possessed, i kill everyone, and started killing myself

Cum again, invite 'em if you have any fun friends

A nigga thorough, she knew it before i bought her car

And so be it, if i have to, then i'll make myself a lone star,

Yeah months in every night she's in tears

16 and i wanted to kill myself,