This is a song about "Am i cursed or blessed"

So, suicide i perceive, before i slide on that ring

I am money, believe it or not i'm the worlds most cunning

I woke up screaming, fuck the world

Sometimes i feel like it's you i cursed

That's why i keep on going, because i know that i'm blessed

Great sex, she ain't slept, she can't rest tomorrows that big test

Am i dead or alive, i'm a menace i'm surprised i survived

Photogenic, windows tinted, what type of car the ferrari kind

For real, i feel so blessed

Smoking khaled, my weed the best

Or am i just slowly blinking what was i thinking

I said patience persistence got the world listening

I think i need a exorcist, cause i sometimes feel cursed/

Care to tell, i read your mind, she been on them dollars first

I appreciate with jesus' offerings so i'm blessed

Left hand staggerin' on her muthafuckin' breast