This is a song about "Alone with my thoughts"

My self esteem was like me, tall and full of flaws

'cause i'm just a broad who bounces off the wall with my thoughts.

Now hire about street schemes, and getting blood money

Express my thoughts hope it's comin' with some clarity

All you smokers reggie i'm in the telley making a bunch of noise

Approaching my thoughts with a closed mind would be your own damn choice

So i lay alone while you lay with #him, pills leading me to my grave...

I’m stuntin’ the ferragamo, i’m running that medal pace

Is going to pay / on that day ill react with zero thoughts on my brain/ bloody

Commence to poppin' motherfuckers copy it fatalefficiently i delete then flee

I tell my family leave me alone

Hit towns with coke, a .45 blue as chrome

So if i do call it's just a check

And think alone in my head

In my house i'm all alone

Yeah, he blowing up your cell phone