This is a song about "All i ever wanted was to die"

All i ever wanted was to pick apart the day

Cause i'mma look that part until i'm all broke, yea

All i ever done was

And when this beat drops, your heart stops

All i ever wanted was to pick apart the day

Rain, rain go away, that's what all my haters say

My teacher said impossible but i’ma fucking try

Cause i didn't give a fuck anymore i wanted to see him die,

So, why don't you fucking wipe that stupid look on your face

All i wanted to do was touch that face, i think her name was grace

I've wanted to inhale since i was 12 years old

But i did have miss medusa, she loud and she leave me stoned

He wanted her to die, handed me a knife

Cause i get it, no charge, and bbc for the low price

Long as i can feel my heart tap like happy feet

I've never ever wanted anyone to bleed,