This is a song about "Alive outside"

Why am i still alive?

I'm ballin all my life

I enjoy being alive

I’m on these niggas mind like lice

Way pretty on the outside

And what ya cook like

They getting nice, they got some ice

The fact that i stay alive

Niggas wanna know why i'm so nice

The fact that i stay alive

Or lucky to be alive

Take her back to where i live

You don't remember the nights we spent with each other outside?

Now me and quik gonna show you niggas what it's like on this side