This is a song about "Afraid"

I guess it was just me, afraid

We both had dreams of being great

But i dont never play

Never been afraid to say,

Ima lay it down and have myself a taste

Sometimes im afraid sometimes im engaged

I'm a monster, you afraid

Now i'm self made; and i'm high paid

Too afraid of being a loser

Got your whore doing shit that's uncalled for

You can't learn if mistakes ain't made

In him i'm not afraid!

‘cuz i’m a renegade, never been afraid,

You gotta pay homage in order to get paid

He is here, i'm not afraid,

See my hands start to shake