This is a song about "A transgender boy trying to find his place in a strange chaotic and hateful world"

Trying to keep his head up while his eyes are in the bible

Put a rapper in his place and slam my car hood down,on his skull,

I am trapped in a world that i dont want be in and i find that there's no

Competition i ain't winning but admit it, i'm still in it though

I may be strange, and a little different

The club underwater, have em running out the front

I cant find a place or help myself to digest

And we gotta win, she wanna be my friend

I’m a sinner, jesus christ, please forgive me for my ways

And the world around me's a different /place no morals disgrace/*

Long as she come to me first

A man should be in his on world