This is a song about "A special someone"

I can handle a murder myself, i do not need a special division

You let it slide, i hit home-runs, clean her dugout till i’m done

Forever i ain't run yet and i never will

The first time i wrote a clever line it was special

Fuck me the monster said, somehow the monster's dead

We're sicker than a student who's piling in special ed,

//with someone on, but there'd also need to be a longer beat

Don't murder me murder me, killa a nigga in his sleep

As i light one for ill will

Im a special vessel

Where did my time go? i let it fly

Especially a guy like me someone so shy,

So stop worrying about me and sympathize with the instrumental/

You aint got permission to dodge this collusion, beat you again call it a special

I'm fuckin cannibal, and you're just a lunch special

Cause every girl i deal and fuck, it's always against her will