This is a song about "A father that was never there"

That there was something out there more than me.

Bought a brand new car for my after party

He was never there for me

20 racks really thats sneaker money

I never looked over, that was a blind call,

Never hit the mall and forever get it all

Box logo on my muthafuckin' chest

That was good shit, is there any left

But instead i got a father that runs me into the ground

She ain't ever trippin when a nigga ain't around

It's justice for all but 90 percent unfair

Home was never sweet when i was there

So i tried to show her about the world and about just who we really are

I'm a crusader with a mission i didn't think he was a father,

Whole ride hazy tell her don't drive crazy

That there was something out there more than me.